Saturday, Jan. 17, 2004 - 10:50 pm
Sometimes I wonder if it is even a use to update this thing. After all, it isnt as if many people read this.
Sometimes I wonder if people have forgotten about me, if they still remember who I am. Sometimes I wonder what those people are up to, if these people are still feeling that people dont care for them, if they are still in need for a friend.
Sometimes I spend hours sitting, wondering about certain people that I have met here. I wonder about there problems that they talk to me about, about friends that are having problems, about father issues, about not knowing what to do.
Sometimes I wonder if they know how much time I spend thinking about them. Sometimes I might be chatting with one of them about a problem, they have to leave, but I dont forget.
Sometimes it is a burden, but most times it is not. I like to help people, and to wonder about them makes me feel, like they care enough about me to tell me there problems.
Sometimes, I wonder if they think about me, about who I am.
Sometimes, I wonder if the people that hurt me, feel sorry.
Sometimes I wonder if it is worth doing the things I do.
Sometimes I wonder why I help people.
Sometimes I wonder, why I wonder so much.
