Thursday, Sept. 18, 2003 - 12:21 am
hi ho,
how are we today? i am going to talk about a few subjects now, but dont leave, it aint gonna be tooo boring ^_^
One of my friends, lady dra asked in her diary, what is close mindeness, well, i am going to attempt to answer.
I belive close mindeness is all about fear, people fear about the unknown, so what happens is that they ignore it, they dont believe it. It is also the fear of tings that they have no controll over.
Say, i said to you right now, that i was an alien from another planet, and i proved it, i can tell you, not many people would believe me. Why? because it is the unknown, they dont like to think about things that scare them.
Say, one person worries about what they are going to wear tomorrow, and another worries about what college they are going to go to. it is because of this. People like to be in control, they can control what they are going to wear tomorrow, but they cant control what college they are going to go to.
Not all people are like that though.
Hope that helped dra. ^_^
I think i failed on my maths exam i had last thursday, i got 50 1/2, out of..... seventy *@#$ing TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!
That is just aint not good. i got another maths exam tomorrow to, it is alot harder then the last one we had. *sigh* and i aint going to say anything about how much i suck, because i have already had a lecture about how i dont *sends death glares uncrontrollably at KATIE!!!*
^_^
get back to u on how i do tomorrow.
I think that there is a conspiracy going on.
All my best and true friends on diaryland, there names start with the letter K.
Keileigh - By first ever friend on diaryland
Kitty - The person who kinda introduced me to diaryland, so, without her, i wouldnt be here. ^_^ thanks kitty!
Katie - my true friend, but, she causes to many riots ^_^, naww, she cause wars, after all, she is the future almighty leader of this world, and universe. *bows to almighty katie* (shes a nut to!) ^_^
See, hmm, a conpiricy i say, yeppers!
hmm, back to katie, i wrote her an email the other day, sent it, and i am going to put what i wrote here, so i will never forget what i said.
Dear Katie,
hey, how have you been? i have really missed talking to you.
The real reason i am writing this, is to say sorry, i shouldnt have said what i said, it just hurts to see someone i really care about, to see them hurting.with what you said about best friends, i agree, but 1 thing, you are not a 'best' friend you are a 'true' friend, and that is what you are to me, you can call me what you want but that is what you are to me.
I dont know, i dont want to lose someone like you, cause you are the first true friend i have had, you are the first person to actually see me, for who i am, not what i act like, but for what, and who i am. i just want to say i guess, is i do not like to see any of my friends upset or anything, they just mean to much to me. you could say that there is nothing to worry about, but i dont care, it is in my nature to worry about my friends. i just dont like to see them hurt.
i find it hard to express myself, but since i met you, i have told you things that i wouldnt even tell my dog.(or anything else that actually listens to me) you listen, you talk, and you will convince me otherwise
i just wish that there were more people like you, always full of positivity, and always listening to others. i guess, that anyone who isnt your friend, is surly missing out on something.
I am just writing this, so i know how i feel, i aint stopping to think about it, it just is coming out,and i dont even know if i will send this to you, but if i do, then i can tell you, that it is your influence on me that is making me sned this. you have changed my life, you have given me more confidence, and you are one person i could not do without.
we might not always see eye to eye, but i will apoligise before hand, of anything i will say that i dont mean to. we might always talk, but sometimes it isnt actual talking, it is just us being stupid, but even that, i could not do without. i might often repeat myself in this, but i dont care. katie, you are a person, who always has a say in everything,
and you will do anything that you think should be done. you make people laugh, you make people cry [from laughing to much ofcourse :)]
you are one person out of billions, and, that, is what makes you special, there is no one else like you.
I value your hugs, and i think that is one thing that makes you even more special, you value hugs over material things, and that is a very rare thing to come accross on someone.
Also, i would like to get to know both katies, i think that they both are equally special, and both deserve to be listened to. :)
So i just wanted to say, Thank-you, Sorry, and HUGS!!!!!!
Always,
Josh.
well, good bye everyone, i am going to bed ^_^
night all.
