Friday, May. 30, 2003 - 21:57
hey,
i'm bored, i cant believe how bored i am.
So..... lets see now, a diary is usually used for telling people things right? OFCOURSE STUPID *hits himself over the head*
Well i'll tell you something.
In maths we have to have assigned seating*sigh* and it just so happens i have an odd number of friends, so i sit by myself, but thats alright by me. I dont mind, anyway i had this friend in year 6 & 7, but because of some STUPID rumors, that werent true ofcourse, but i lost most of my friends i had in yr 7, but when i went into yr8, i made alot more and i never really spoke to those friends again, but now they are starting to kinda talk to me again.
And in matha, because i have a spare seat next to me, that 'friend' had to set next to me becuase he was misbehaving.
And now i dont know if i will cope with him there, it hurt.
But i will, i'll try.
you know something, i just realised, that noone has given me a hug, for about 3 years, well not a proper hug.
I need a hug, badly,
i need friends,
i know i have a few, but i have no 'real' friends, my friends at school, they dont know much about me, the only person that knows alot about me is %%diary-babykeileigh%%, so far, she knows the most about me. And i tank her alot.
She dosnt know how much she helps me when we talk, i havnt told her yet, about how much i appriciate her as a friend, and i hope to talk to her soon.
But thank-you.
anyways, i'll talk to you all later
byebye
Josh
